I know. I’m going older than before. yes, growth, is the painful process that I know. How bad. We’ll going to lose something for something new, but we never want it.

I don’t wanna talk about it. However, I want to talk about something maybe It’s touch up about growth. Yeah, My mom told me. someday you feel it. what’s that? begin from the L and there’s an E on the last word. L♥ve. the human’s natural feeling.

Sincerely I was lay up on my bed and dream “what am I on elementary” a childish rare kid with snot on my nose. and now, I realize. I’m 8^th grade now. I’m junior high school student. It’s end from me to say “I still a kid”

“It’s not called teenage life when there’s no life” someone said like that. But I was not agreeing. so, I don’t care. Now, I know. yeah, he’s or she’s rite. ‘It’s not called teenage life when there’s no life’

I growing up, or maybe we growing up. one by one my friend change their status from ‘single’ to ‘relationship’ oh gosh, what’s going on dude? single not make you happy? or you gonna running for freedom? you want to be loved? you want to be hugged? Maybe sometimes it cross on my mind. why ppl have a love? what is love use to?

I wake up, I mean my heart wake up… we’re getting older. we feel what we feel. we are girls. Our hearts being so sensitive. we are moody. then I know a feel. love. it’s around us.

I don’t know how I can’t explain it. I can’t being so close. or being closer. no, I’m stuck here. my heart is not about loving person but how to appreciate someone.

NOT LIKE many PPL AROUND ME! often being in relationship and end theirs…

relationship like their toys. Itis like their pride. Love is like being a victim of you expressing. You don’t know how to act to.

then… I want told you fact about real….

1 fact that you never realize but I wake up and tell you now…..

1 truth….

Yes, and it’s……

“sometimes, relationship is going to be a welcome gate from a broken friendship “

why I said it? I tell you… Your girl/boy-friend is your friend before, then you’re in a relationship. someday your boy/girlfriend is going to be your ex. before they being your ex, there’s a problem(s0) and make your relationship end.

or… your friends. Your friends always be number one. but, after that, you don’t remember who they are sadly.

maybe.. it’s not going the same with all people, But I feel it now. How I’m going to be number two of be a friend. or she don’t remember me anymore